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Lets talk about Grace and Law man.. This seems to be a very simple thing in the lives of people but how many of us even in this super annointed church understands the concept of grace? I tell you Law is basic (to those who dun believe it lets have an easy test) Simply put.. while ministering to a brother of mine, this just came out- even babies know the Law. For example they know that once they cry Mommy will come with milk. That is Law, cause the baby believed that crying would produce milk man.. hmm ok that sounded wrong somewhere but u got my drift. The what about grace. The mother's love is big enuf that whether the baby cry or not she would still feed the baby on time due to her love for the baby.. aint that rite.. now we exponentiate it out to the Love of the Father- Our Heavenly Father. Everything was given to us by grace after our Lord and Savior died. It was due to the Father's love for us that Jesus had to die for all our sins.. then everything else was bought by His blood... all the blessings that we so wan and deserved due to Him deserving it for us. Jesus was the grace in our lives man. Without Him we would have nothing.. Was it by any part of us.. by our efforts?? By our believes and deeds? If that is the case, would it be by Law then... so what is grace? Grace is Jesus lo. The person, the FINISHED work of Jesus. Lets say u wan a Lamboginni. If it can be bought by our efforts.. trust me man.. the whole world would have tried to get it... does our beliefs give us the lambo? no man. Only grace can give it to us.. dun believe u try to buy it out of ur own pocket.. see u burn big big hole or not.. Grace is jus so big and awesome that it cannot be comprehended... If we understood even a small bit of it ah... pure unadulterated grace would bring a joy and a bo chupness like never before. For u know that whatever u need is by grace so whatever u do is out of point.. It jus aint no work bro! Grace brings everything that you need to u and u get forcefully blessed whether u wan it or not.. I am serious man.. Lets say i in a bad mood and I so wanna be with myself and wallow in self pity.. but Daddy has other plans.. He got someone to drag me out and made it such a great day for me though it was my choice to wallow in self pity.. He macham forcefully blessing me to have a great New Year's Day. This is how powerful grace is man. A person in grace has no choice but to be blessed and HAPPY not jus joyful. Grace is so powerful that at the rite moment the annointing will jus fall on u.. it is by grace that if u lay hands on the sick they SHALL recover.. means confirm recover for those poorer in english.

Psalms 84:11
"The LORD will give grace and glory;
No good thing will He withhold
From those who walk uprightly."

See here.. The Lord will give GRACE and glory..NO GOOD thing will He WITHHOLD from those who walk UPRIGHTLY. Who are these that walk uprightly man.. those saved by Jesus and washed clean by His blood lo.. Those by Grace their sins are forgiven them are the upright people. So by grace Daddy wun withhold any good thing from us lo..

Grace is so powerful that we are literally made winners the instance we are in grace cos everything even victory is purchased by us using grace-the grace of God.. Lets say we wanna have a position of influence on earth. Then easy lo.. if grace no purchased that for us.. whether we strive or not do u think u will get it.. no man. Cry ur eye balls out also wun get it. But if grace has bought it for us ah... whether we believe or not.. it is still ours.. Though believing that God loves us and is willing sorta make the journey so much better.. then to cry everyday waiting for the postman to deliver the gift. Knowing that it is by grace also will give us the patience to wait for it cos it no longers matter that much anymore.. Only Christ matters in actuality. Grace makes everything more wonderful- like the sky is so much bluer, the grass so much greener.

Ask Daddy to let u understand Grace man.. It will change ur life that instant.

Does anyone understands his heart. He always wanna give his best to others. He has never wanted to be in the limelight but is often put there for force of will. He strives to be humble but even then he is chastised. He walks with his head tall yet others see him so small. He knows to give yet hates to be used. He loves people yet they are his biggest falls. He lives with a passion despite all consequences. People seek him as a blessor but never sees him as a blessing. Say they may confess they might, but all comes to naught when the crunch time comes. True friends he has few and yet love he gave all. The man most lied to chose to forgive them all.

Lord I ask for people true at heart in my life. Not those who only sees me as a source of blessing but never as a source of frenship to seek. Lord I ask to see more grace in this area of mine. More guy frens and let me still have to strength to love and bless. Still I chose to give.

Yesterday asked a fren out for dinner but she was busy and yet today I received an sms asking me out to go Christmas shopping from the same person. The day started with a bang as I woke up with my house being flooded plus the tv being waterfalled... I decided to go back to sleep as I needed the rest so I can handle my little angels later on. The day went on fine with me being suicidal handling 2 classes simultaneously. Surprisingly they were not really rowdy... Praise Jesus man! Then I went home in the rain of blessings showered on the land and on urs truely and dressed up for the incoming nite. I was about to be late when she smsed me telling me a customer refused to go off so she would be late.. I think I am the only person that rejoices when ur fren is late.. Dinner was good at a Korean place well food not so good but fellowship good. Shopping later and I saw Lilian and my cousins and yeah old memories flooded in man. Was misunderstood again as usual but who cares ahaha. Yeah all in all a great day.

It's only in the pitch black of nite that u see the stars and it is those stars that lead u back home

                                                                                                                              Unknown Author

Even in the situation that I am facing now I do not face it alone. God who makes everything for my good has used situations bad to bring me to the end of myself in terms of friendship. It is no longer I but the people around me. They can hate me, curse me, swear at me, see me as a bad egg or whatsoever but know this I am above all that and yes sometimes in the deepest of the nights I do get affected but somehow they dun bother me much anymore. Christ is above my circumstances. If we live in the past, I would be like super bitter for the things that have been done to me and even now this very moment knowing how they see me. In the future I would be super hurt for the things that people would do to hurt me again and again-all those fiery darts that the shield of the water has quenched at the cross. I choose to live in the present where I dare to love and give as God did and even now the PRESENT is the abundant life that God promises. Know that Jesus on the cross had a broken heart. I'm sure it is for us broken hearted by the disappointments in life. God saw, God knew, God did and God gave. Our hearts cannot be broken by another person only by ourselves as we are the ones to allow the brokeness come in, as how can one break a heart that is made whole eternally by the work at the cross, the finished work mind u.

Today I asked God to show me my calling but Pastor Prince today prophesized over Angie. I was so overwhelmed by His love for her and I know that He will definitely show me my calling in His own ways during the service. Pastor started preaching about marriages and I was like.. umm is that my calling.. yes I do understand I wanna get married but not as that calling calling, u know what I mean. Yes then during the whole sermon something just started building up and finally escalated especially when Pastor took out Isiah 61 as Isiah is my personal fave part of the bible. Somehow I knew my calling was attached to that verse as He had shown in the Word--------

The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me, because the Lord has annointed and qualified me to preach the Gospel of good tidings to the meek (people who dun dare to speak for themselves and fight for their rights), the poor (people will little material possessions, small hearts and such poorness in spirit), and afflicted (by diseases, bondages, suffering, pain); He has sent me to bind up and heal the broken hearted (notice not the sick but the broken hearted so it also goes to show that healing their broken hearts will dissolve all pains and sicknesses), to proclaim liberty to the captives (people under bondages, usually mental oppression and depression) and the opening of the prison (of sin to live in the prison of grace) and of the eyes of those who are bound (open to see God in a good light),

To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord [the year of His favour on us] and the day of vengeance of our God, to comfort those who mourn,

To grant [consolation anf joy] to those who morn in Zion-- to give them an ornament (a garland or diadem, crown ) of beauty instead of ashes (from where man came from), the oil of joy instead of mourning, the garment [expressive] of praise instead of a heavy, burdened, and failing spirit-- that they may (confirm) be called oaks of righteousness [lofty, strong and magnificent, distinguised for uprightness, justice and right standing with God], the planting of the Lord that He may be glorified-- the more we praise the more glorified God becomes and also the more established we are as oaks of righteousness.

And they shall rebuild the ancient ruins; they shall raise former desolations and renew the ruined cities, the devestations of many generations-- what was lost in the body of Christ would be restored in this generation!

Aliens (strangers or people we are not familiar wit) shall stand [ready] and feed your flock and foreigners shall be your plowmen and your vinedressers-- what God is literally saying here is that we are the generation in the promised land as we enjoy the blessings while others do the work.

But you shall be called the priests of the Lord; people will speak of you as ministers of our God. You shall eat the wealth of the nations, and the glory [once that of your captors] shall be yours.-- Priests eat of the best of the offerings made by the nations as in the old covenant so even more so now in our grace covenant.

Instead of your [former] shame you shall have a twofold recompense; instead of dishonour and reproach [your people] shall rejoice in their portions. Therefore in their land they shall possess double [what they had forfaited]; everlasting joy shall be theirs-- this is personally between me and God as I asked Him for a double portions of Pastor Prince's annointing just like in the story of Elijah and Elisha.

For I the Lord love justice; I hate robbery and wrong with violence or a burnt offering. And I will faithfully give them their recompense in truth, and I will make an everlasting covenant or league with them.

And their offspring shall be known among the nations and their descendants among the peoples. All who see them [in their prosperity] will recognize and acknowledge that they are the people whom the Lord has blessed-- head turning testimonies!

I will rejoice in the Lord, my soul will exult in my God; for He has clothed me with the garments of salvation, He has covered me with the robes of righteousness, as a bridegroom decks himself with a garland, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels.-- Cherry...Daddy has already confirmed your calling in singing as even in this verse that you so love, you adorning yourself with jewels literally means to praise God which means to worship Him u ben dan! He even prophesized in the bible... what more do you wan for affirmation?!!!

For as [surely as] the earth brings forth its shoots, and as a garden causes what is sown in it to sping forth, so [surely] the Lord God will cause righteousness and justice and praise to spring forth before all the nations [through the self-fufilling power of His Word- Jesus Christ!]

You know the power of this verse? It jus came to me while ministering to somebody and yes.. not only that, I was listening to Pastor Lawrence's sermon on "The Power of Jesus' Blood" and he also expounded on this verse. It really seems really timely for me as I am facing a patch right now. In the circumstances I am facing a couple of challenges which can be said to be big to me last time. Normally I would have fallen and blamed God for every bad thing in my life. However, the spirit of joy is in me and I jus keep rejoicing. Soon I will be happy as the situation will change in such to make me happy and not joyful. Having problems with not just one but a group of sisters as in the natural it really seems like they are avoiding me to the max. However I just choose to walk in love and love as He has loved me. I have to admit that at times it might seem to much for me however the Lord shall deliver me from evil and temptation and help always comes. The Love of God can make you do crazy things which you normally would not choose to do. Normally I would just react to other people and avoid them like crazy thats all. However I made the choice to show love care and concern. This is just me.. cannot change one. Today the sermon is really timely for me as I need more of His love to love others. Sometimes I just need someone to tok to but seems like no one is willing to do so for me though normally I am willing to tok to them. Daddy shall just tok to you about it and let u shed light and glory into my life and situation.

Sometimes it just seems like though I have been showing great love to others I get the butt end of it most of the time and it gets really tiring at times. Have often gone out of my way to be there to help and everything but people just keep seeing me as a wolf and nothing else u know. Spreading rumours about me aint helping u know.. Trouble regarding the opposite sex comes hounding after me and I know of how they see me. Yet even then i jus choose to give and give lo.. but you know ah.. at times like this it might grow so so so tiring leh. Many a times I jus wanna give up but somehow something just keeps me going. I agree I am not perfect but Christ is in me and He will brighten my path and make me shine brighter and brighter. I have my flaws yar but kinda sian when that is what ppl alwasy see. Jesus. u have washed away my iniquities and help me wash these from ppl's eyes man.. blind them if possible. bhahaha.. ah no.... make them see with their spiritual eyes man.. bwahah.. Yar this is jus one of those bitching nites I have bah...

Rejoice and exult in hope; be steadfast and patient in suffering and tribulation; be constant in prayer. –(Romans 12:12)

We're to live in hope. We're to rejoice. So, when Satan comes to steal your victory and tell you that God is not going to help you this time, you just think on the Word of God and start rejoicing. Rejoice that you're in Him. Rejoice that heaven is your home. Rejoice that greater is He that is in you than he that is in the world. Rejoice. Brag on God today. The devil can't stand it! "Be steadfast and patient in suffering and tribulation...." Tribulation means "being under pressure." When pressure comes, don't cave in. Don't faint. Instead, go to the throne of grace. Go boldly in the Name of Jesus and get the help you need. Remember this: When things get hard isn't when you let go of the Word. That's when you double up on it. That's when you are "constant in prayer" so that you are unmovable. Rejoice. Be patient under pressure. Be constant in prayer. The devil won't be able to steal one thing from you!

Happy birthday to u. Happy birthday to u.. Happy birthday to cherry.. May the goot Lord bleeeesss u (still in the Bob fitts flow). Very fun bluffing the birthday ger and be part of the celebrations for her. As usual I am the master of confusion. She did not even suspect a thing.. Hmm fruits dun have brains I think. BWahhaha. Today was supposed to meet Bok Bok Geh and Cherry at around 2 o'clock as I supposed to stop work then but the Lord was so great to make ALL my students not appear.. bwahha and so I got to go off. YEah we went ice skating and had a real heaven of a time.. We three were super off lame and crazy... mostly those 2..they two siao one lo.. We were laughing our guts out I tell u.. and that is after i did not have mroe than 4 hours worth of sleep every nite for 5-6 days le. U know ah.. supernatural strength boggles me.. I should be dead tired by now and yet I am super alive. I cannot sleep again.. ARG. We went shopping for shoes and clothes well THEY went shopping for shoes and clothes while I stay there and be a judge... Then it was the great rehearsals with Bob.. it was really cool man... I managed to say hi to him aahahha.. first one he saw in NCC drinking coke.. ahahh. U know ah... todays rehearsals were so full of life that ppl were jumping and screaming and not jus faking somemore leh... something is happening.. And I so wanna be part of it.. Daddy my gretest fear is to be left out of something great.. U know me.. Bless me more and more.

As you can see from my entry timing it is already 3:47am in the morning and yet I cannot sleep. Can say that I am not troubled by many things but I seriously dunno the reason for not sleeping- However I know that the Lord gives His beloved sleep and I am His most beloved so I WILL SLEEP! Work has been fine though hectic but will come to a slow jog since all their exams are over. Yay pass the first exams le and most of them got great marks compared to what they were expecting so definitely glory to Jesus. Though many things have happened and yet like what gracie said I am filled with extreme joy today. Today I like super excited at everything and yes though I did not sleep much last nite yet my sleep was blessed and I had energy to even practice properly in choir. Had dinner with Lorean (swear this is how I rem to spell her name) and small grace and cherry and ... not my usual hangout group but fellowship was great. Would love to hang out with my normal gang soon after things are more at rest. Waiting excitedly for the chinese audition results I really hope I get in though we have to sing some hokkien songs but I can do that I think. Daddy U graced me with the audition U would have gifted me and graced me through. Losing my phone is no biggie since I had money to get a new one but I need to save more.. U also CHERRY! save more! Yeah shall be praying for ur salvation bwahah. Must get over getting angry with ppl for being late man... My temper is getting a bit big but nothing the love of God cannot solve. Daddy u have annointed me with great power it also means the love in me must be big if not you wun give such power to a person without love man.. Dangerous.. Just imagine I kill a person then raise him from the dead then kil him again.... OK OK enough of all these sick tots. Daddy I need more help in terms of my outward appearance as I wanna bring glory to u.. as my path gets brighter and brighter.. I also thank u for giving me such great brothers like Antz and Ian though we do not see things eye to eye many a times.. but yar... Ppl like me have so few male frens and none before I was saved man.. One would be a miracle... Sometimes I think most males cannot stand me and most females umm.... I dunno.

You know that we have greater power than we ever imagine. Imagine ppl being able to run faster than horses, cure the sick, break ropes, raise dead, exorcise demons, grow new hair, be untouchable by diseases, have insight about people, prophecy about the future, know the TRUE past, call blessings and curses upon people and most of all- Have a relationship with the CREATOR. What sorta suepr hero or even evil creature can win us man? Does anyone of u just like me wanna be a super hero or a comic character? Which one of the characters u know of can do all these? We are stronger than we think man. Last time I used to think superman was cool (other than the red undergarments outside which is kinda lame) but now when I got to know Jesus... wah liew.. I think I more cool as I can do all those stated above through Christ and much more.. bwahhah. Worship me... okok no no.. worship Him and these gifts will manefest in your life.. Come on try it.. Never know if U would be addicted to the power and love of God man. Let us all reigns as the Kings we are and the Priests we are.. Let us reigns and the Gods that we are!

One last thing- Wanna say a prayer for the frens around me and also for my family. God is for us who can ever be against us? And yesh.. I wan more money Daddy I wanna bless mroe people and thus U need to fund me more.. U no choice one as Ur son already did that for me so I claim my inheritance. I am richer than anyone can ever imagine..

Today is the day where I rush through everything without having the strength of breakfast and lunch and yes finally a late dinner. Was at the tuition centre the whole day then went over to pass someone something when I fell asleep in the cab as I dunno how to go that place by bus and I had not much time. While I was on the cab I fell asleep and at my destination I woke up and yes I dropped my super chio handphone.. Yes everyone I do not have a handphone now. Sorry about that.. Will update ur numbers later. And yes another thing.. I promised and I said.... yar... super eventful day. Bu Yao Pian Wo ahahah

Well I survived from the tok with my choir leaders though I tot that they would kill me after the tok by Wendy last Wed. I went there sheepishly to tok to them and jus told them the straight truth. Then they asked me whether we have been hanging out with groups and such and they actually gave me the go ahead. Weird. Yar so I now feel so much mroe relieved with it out of my system as I have been keeping it to myself for way too long le. And more importantly is I have the blessings from my leaders whom I respect yet not close to. I shall keep mum for a while until I take up the courage to tell her. I respect her so I would tell her first before any other frens. Yes and Wendy asked me if I have told the ger yet.. umm no.. ahahah. No guts. Kinda wishy washy. After she knows ppl will start knowing so yar...